I want to drop everything and just travel the world with someone who wants to just as much as I do
I’ve felt like a failure in most realms of my life- school, work, relationships, and health. I’ve been withdrawn and feel as if I’m back in my dark place… The future scares me and this lingering feeling of self doubt and not being good enough plagues me when I need to be on top of my game. I’m constantly reminded that amongst my peers, I’m “not where I ‘should’ be”. I’m constantly reminded that there are many people out there who have accomplished more than me in the 23, almost 24, years they’ve been around. I can’t help but think about what I’m doing wrong. I can’t help but think about just running away from everything and starting over. This mental breakdown has been going on for almost a month now, as the semester comes to an end. I’ve lost my motivation to exceed basic goals, to even simply just proceed from this stationary position that I’m barely maintaining…
I need a major change.
I hope you have the courage to pursue someone who is worth pursuing, and not someone who is convenient. Convenience is impatience disguised as your desires, you are worth more than what time has told you, you are worthy of finding someone who will wait for you; don’t settle for what is easy, settle for what is good.T.B. LaBerge // Go Now (via thatkindofwoman)